Got me screaming with a hood
with a hood rat

one moment i was so excited over my
birthday which is approaching in less
than one hour. and the next moment msn
just had to spoil my good mood with
the constant signing in and out shit.
i cant even talk to someone PROPERLY.
argh.

feeling so fucking pissed off.
im outta here.

; music on
chingy - shorty

EDIT !
yay, its just few minutes past 12.
THANKYOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME.
love you all so so much. ((:

and i love you TRUCKLOADS.
:D :D

shall do a quiz.
RIPPED this from dex who ripped from someone else.
lols. (:

::15 Random Favorites::
1: DEX !
2: Best friend
3: DROBS
4: Cash
5: Handphone
6: Topshop
7: ZARA
8: Caps
9: Drumming
10: Music
11: Clubbing
12: Purple
13: Brown
14: Lollipops !
15: Friends
::14 Favorite Foods::
1: Pizza
2: Pasta
3: Lollipops
4: Honey stars
5: Tom Yam
6: Steamboat babeh !
7: Noodles
8: Fries
9: Cheesecakes
10: Ice-creams
11: Snicker bars
12: Dad/mum's cooking
13: Cheese
14: Fish
::13 Most Watched Shows::
1: American idol
2: Spongebob squarepants
3: TRL
4: Friends
5: The OC
6: Chinese shows
7: The Simpsons
8: Adverts on tv
9: Punk'd
10: Anything
11: On tv
12: Thats
13: Nice :D
::12 Good Bands in your Opinion::
1: Blink 182
2: Good Charlotte
3: Black eyed peas
4: Linkin park
5: New found glory
6: Simple Plan
7: Sum 41
8: Maroon 5
9: B2K
10: Sugababes
11: Hoobastank
12: the OliSurinaNatRhonda band
::11 Memories::
1: Days spent with YOU
2: DROBS outings
3: Jamming days
4: Chalet/BBQ days
5: Sleepovers
6: Days with a FULL family outing
7: Swimming days with my siblings
8: Days with auntie rani around (LOL, my previous maid)
9: Sec 1 and 2 days
10: Clubbing nights
11: Birthdays
::10 Close Friends::
1: Best Friend
2: Bell
3: Surina
4: Denise
5: KKB
6: Nat
7: Fiona
8: MEAN aka xue
9: Prettiest wo
10: YOU
::09 Things you're looking forward to::
1: Seeing YOU
2: Meeting up with the TOH GANG
3: Bell coming back to sg
4: Fridays
5: Jamming
6: To get outta my house
7: To get outta sch asap
8: Have some freedom !
9: Shopping sprees
::08 Things you wear daily::
1: Bra
2: Panties
3: Earrings
4: Perfume
5: Hairband
6: Watch
7: Clothes
8: Dead look
::07 Things That Annoy You::
1: My results
2: Being broke
3: Tuition
4: Naggings
5: Irritating noises
6: You-know-who
7: My dad and sister (AT TIMES only)
::06 Things You Touch Everyday::
1: Face
2: Hair
3: Computer
4: Bed
5: Water
6: Handphone
::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1: Bring it on
2: Freaky Friday
3: Honey
4: Actually i'll get kinda tired of watching and blah.
5: Spongebob Squarepants !
::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys::
1: Barbie and Ken pls !
2: Play dough
3: Teletubbies
4: Winnie the pooh
::03 People You Have Kissed::
1: YOU
2: YOU :D
3: YOU
::02 Of Your Favorite Songs::
1: Too many to list
2: listening to overnight celebrity though !
::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1: you're the one, that special one. DEX. (:

you take my breath away

oh-wee ! just cabbed back home from town.
had a good lunch today with carrie. ((:
met dex after that at town along with
huilin and another friend of hers. oh no,
i forgot her name. lols. =X

went ta topshop and walked around and played
pool afterwards. ate at yoshi and they had
to wait for me to eat finish. sorry guys.
lols. :D got a new water bottle with dex !
a nice green metal one. MAHA. aizhen came
and went shopping for her top but couldnt
find any nice ones. hhmm, ate at pastamania
wit all of them plus fox.

went to the arcade and play the punching
thing. lols ! freaking fun pls. ((: but
my wrist is hurting now. today was CRAZY.
took a cab back home after that.

do miss you* too, my always-punch-me baby.
((:

fiona :: pls be fine yeah ? am always
here if you need someone to talk to. (:
take care alright.

happy 15th to nat,
clare and sheryl (:

the bbq ytd went on pretty well ! ((:
thanks to all the peeps who came down
and also for the presents. am really
happy. :D reached there around 5pm with
nat, surina and olivia and we started
preparing the pit and stuff. didnt
manage to start the fire though.

more people started coming. kane and
paul helped out with the fire and
finally manage to start the bbq. thanks
guys. (: place was pretty hectic cos
it took SO long to bbq. haha. sat at
the beach and talked to kane, paul
and andrew. super funny. lols.

stayed there till 12plus and later
headed down to monks. met dex and
danced danced. lols. bumped over at
her place after that. yawnns. super
tired now. came back home and felt
SO tired. maha. ((: off i go.

you were the last thing on my mind

watching AMI now. know the results alr
but just watch ? my day didnt exactly
went on well. many shits happened in
sch. but i guess its alright now alr.
:\ hhmm, out ta town after sch with
fiona, oli and denise. ((:

took neos and the machine was really
nice ! lols. all started punching me.
maha. went ZARA and bought a skirt and
later all of us went around trying clothes.
bought some stuffs after that too. its
the time of the month. :| oli left for
home after a while. swop bag with denise
and gonna switch back tmr. =X nat came
and fiona and denise left.

went ta get stuffs for bbq and soon
olivia came ta meet us AGAIN. lols !
and surina came ta meet us to pierce
her ear. ((: wanted to pierce too but
i didnt haf any balls/guts. TSK. :(
and, my ankle's getting better ! :D
DOOMS day tmr. gonna get back report
bk. argh.

you :: i dun wanna see you like that.
:( cheer up alright ? im here, always.
-hugs tight

i wanna hold you high
and steal your pain

i kept falling asleep today in class.
worst was the when i was called to the
sch dentist and i fell asleep when she
was halfway checking my teeth. and the
dentist just went laughing at me. -frowns
lols ! :\

watched some elephant man show in sch.
SUPER boring and everyone started
lying down on the floor and slp. oh wells,
my heart goes out to that guy. :D hahas.
baked cupcakes in sch today too ! but it
didnt turn out too nice cos bestfriend*
and i did wrongly. maha ! =X whoops.

netball after sch and i swear i should
have ran off when wahidah wasnt looking.
twisted my ankle. :(( sat at the side for
the rest of training. hhmm, wasnt a bad
thing though. :D cabbed back home with kim
after training. taxi drivers are really out
to cheat their customers. hahs ! olivia
just made fun of me in her blog. >:(
BALLS YOU LAH.

im feeling the way you carry yourself girl
and i wanna get witchu cos you's a cutie

:D :D

to the special friend.

the sms kinda hurt me when you said
bout those stuffs. honestly, i do miss
those times when you would bump over
my place and i would go over to yours.
somehow i wish this barrier between
us would just disappear.

im not asking for anything from you
for my birthday. i dun need an expensive
gift from you to make me happy. im
sorry if all the discussions made you
feel pressurized. cos that isnt what i
wanted you to be feeling.

i dun wanna see this strong friendship
between us fall apart just like that.
but somehow we just aint talking like
the way we used to anymore. sigh. i
really hope it'll be better tmr.

miss you.

catch me in the club
wit a case of bub

im going crazy. multi-tasking like mad.
haha ! eating dinner. msging. chatting.
and fiona that ass just made a #anti-rhonda
channel on irc for me. LOL. -slaps hard
stuff a broom up ur ass tmr. and i HOPE
you'll read this. =P

ponned sch today with olivia, my new
found best friend. LOL. ((: our plan
turned out well. joke pls. went ecp.
ate a macs for breakfast. rollerblading
after that and we didnt play frisbee
in the end. maha ! had a good talk. :D
shall do this agn some other days. heh.

* called me during her recess and we
talked for a while. ((: lols. slept
while watching tv in the afternoon and
i woke up at 9pm. felt like sucha BUM.
talking to old man now. bumped into
her the other day too ! heh. -smiles

INSANE IN THE BRAIN. :|

cut the skin to the bone
fall asleep all alone

typing this entry for the second time.
blogger just ATE my entry away. rahh.
shall just make this a short one.
didnt update bout ytd. came back around
1plus in the morn. played pool with oli,
nat and denise in the evening. met * in
the night. played some arcade games. ((:

went to the beach and sat around. had
fun. -grins :D cabbed back home after
that. my bro's sucha fool. lols. out
with him today and caught shrek 2.
pretty funny. bumped into ivan in the
cinema too. hahs.

planned a GOOD scheme with olivia.
maha ! -winks hhmm, dad's bugging me
ta go bathe now. im out. ((:

I really like what you've done to me
I can't really explain it
I'm so into you

:D YES, THATS FOR YOU.

and the reason is you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now
I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will
keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

mad shit happened at town. hhmms.
guess im off ta sleep now. later.

im talking to the ceiling
my life just lost all meaning

stomach aint feeling too good these
days. hhmm, am so tired now ! -yawns
got back more results today and it
all sucked big time. :\ surina and i
was practically CRAZY over all the
booking stuffs. MAHA.

LETS GET READY TO ROCKKK. \M/

rightt. lols. towned with bell and
charlene. the LARD didnt come ta sch
today so yeah, met her after sch. :D
bumped into some peeps while walking.
took neos and it turned out super
funny. RAHH, happily make fun of my
stupidity lah !? -glares

are you gonna be
say that you're gonna be

i dun care if your friends are gonna
hate me. i dun care if your friends
are gonna diss me or whatnots. its getting
way too much.

i dun want those things back.
if you dont want them or if
its taking so much space from
your BLOODY house as what you've
said in the sms; den yeah. by
all means, throw them away.
theres no need to talk to me in
that manner. whats the point out
of all these anyway ?

you made things so sour and you made
it worse. dun come calling me up and
shouting at me like its all MY fault.
spare me those details. so you find
comfort in slamming down the phone ?
please, i've had enough of all these
CRAP. time and time agn, you keep
doing it. and no, im not saying i
didnt do it before or whatever you
may be thinking.

lets just STOP all these.
give me a break.

well they got mansions
think we should rob them

BUT THAT FREAKING PERSON SLAMMED
THE PHONE DOWN ON ME !

BALLS you olivia. LOL. private joke.
my sis just sleepwalked or sth and
tripped over the flower pot. MAHA !
stupid ass. ((:

today was just SO wrong.
INDIAN MAN. :D

somethin' bout the way
you look tonight

some people want it all
but i dont want nothing at all

towned today with olivia, nat and surina !
((: met up at bugis and all of us got a
haircut and i must say mine is like SHIT.
so yes. i so dun like it at all. lols.
heck it, im just gonna cover it when i
can. :D surina so looks like billy now.
shawna was also ranting bout her hair.
lols.

and yes, JAMMING today was mad FUN !
we made our own remix and it turned out
good. suppose to sing to the song
and we all started screaming instead. lols.
we gotta go agn someday. heh. :D jammed
the reason, swing swing and blah. haha.
dinner at pastamania. took neos and all.
nat got her ears pierced and i bought a
cap ! yay.

was msging * while going home and this black
car almost banged me down. how funny. its
at night and his car just seem invisible.
so obviously, i didnt see. maha. she ish
so funny. lols. :D im off ta bed. and tmr im
meeting my babe, lthena ! -smiles

; music on
alicia keys :: if i aint got you

this will be fun cos im just super
tired to blog bout today. haha. ((: yay.

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - adnohr.
[ x ] Where do you live - east side of sg !
Describe Your
[ x ] Wallet - white dorothy perkins wallet.
[ x ] C0mb - some browny one :D
[ x ] Toothbrush - redish-pinkish ORAL-B !
[ x ] Pillow cover - full of stars; green.
[ x ] Blanket - matching with the covers.
[ x ] Coffee cup - blackblackblack.
[ x ] Sunglasses - aint sure how ta describe it :[ x ] CD in stereo right now - usherrr !

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my head - you-know-what/who; many many things. :D
[ x ] you Wishing to be - 18yrs old to drive a car.
[ x ] After this - bathe and SLEEP.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - someone. god ?
[ x ] Is next to you - towel; cos im suppose the bathe. heh.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - BIRTHDAYYY and holiday. :D
[ x ] The last thing you ate - ermm. i cant rmb. fries ?
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - loneliness and depression. :(
[ x ] Do you like candles - yeah some types.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - oh yeahh.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - hhmm, a lil. (:
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - no one.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet - i've got 2 dogs and thats alr enough. hhmm, i want a dinosaur. :D
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - more than 2 days.
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium? - nahhs, i'd love to go someday though.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yesss !
[ x ] What are some of your favorite foods - theres so many. -licks lips
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - how to put themselves into other's shoes.
[ x ]Wt's something you wish you could understand better - what ppl are thinking and feeling. :[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - hhmm, my korean best friend in primary sch.
[ x ] my mother thinks i am: vain just cos i COMB my hair. silly. lol.
[ x ] my grandma thinks i am: i havent seen her in 3454569 years so i dunno what she thinks of me. =X
[ x ] my boyfriend/girlfriend(or ex-s) thinks i am: hhmms. i wonder.
[ x ] your three best qualities - friendly, out-going and KEEYOOT, not. (:
[ x ] three worst qualities - indecisive, noisy and i-dont-know.
[ x ] mAKes u happy - my bed and bolster; since im so tired now.
[ x ] upsets you - when things go wrong.
[ x ] you keep a diary - not really. blog is considered a diary rite ?
[ x ] you like to cook - yeah when i haf the mood. heh.
[ x ] you have a secret you have not shared with anyone - yeah.
[ x ] you bite your fingernails - nahhs.
[ x ] you want more piercings - yeah but im scared of the pain.
[ x ] you want more tattoos - tattoos ? ouch. :|
[ x ] you drink - what i just drank ? erm water. lol.
[ x ] you like cleaning - when its SUPER messy den yes, i haf to force myself.
[ x ]Have you ever cried over a boy/girl - yes and i dun wanna talk bout it. hahs.
[ x ] you like roller coasters - YESSS ! but some are scary.
[ x ] ever lied to someone - who hasnt ? :D
[x ] ever been in a fist fight - swoosh ! nahhs.

whoa, thats pretty long. -big yawn
guess im off ta slp soon. cant find
my cordless phone ! :\

single black female addicted to retail

yeshh, talking like that ish veli
veli COOL. me ish liking to talk
like that. :D super funny. -grins

she ish a nerd.
she ish so funny.
she think she ish so veli cute.
she ish also talking like that.
and where ish my LOLLIPOP.

LOL.
-laughs at you-
((:

; music on
kanye west :: all falls down

you're the answer to my prayers

my dogs just fought again for the 340234
time. alot of scars on both of them. tsk.
:| duffy's scared that he's trying to
find some place to hide away from max.
poor thang.

geog paper today. was pretty alrite i
guess. chinese oral after that. and i
sucked at it. lols. couldnt even read the
words correctly and they asked abt what ?
old ppl staying at home and rot or sth
like that. =X maha ! bummer. and yay.
last paper tmr. i hate F&N. :\ bores
the shit outta me.

last minute jamming wit olivia and
surina at town. drumming after that !
was pretty fun today. ((: and i LOVE
those TRAVIS BARKER drum sticks ! :D
super nice. heh. gonna get it soon.

my miracle

and it feels like im at
an all-time low

made a quick change in the layout and
stuff. got sick of white alr so i changed
it into black and purple ! ((: plus a
border and stuffs.

chinese and bio paper today. :| fell
asleep while studying ytd night and
i wont be surprised if i fail or sth.
:( rahh. parkway for lunch after the
papers and window shopped. geog paper
tmr. second last paper ! yay.

and in case if u're wondering whats
that dressed to kill shit over
there, its a song and i was listening
to it and i put it there. hah ! waste
space though. :\ the songs goes sth
like..

I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore, in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep

:D

roses really smell like boo-hooooo

blogger's got this new look thing.
hhmms, chem and lit paper was alrite
today. some say it was VERY easy.
lols. went ta parkway for a lil while.
met UGLY and audre there. LOL.
-winks ((:

no mood ta study right now. later
on i guess. sugared donuts taste
so good. :D silly olivia's comp is
counting down till it shuts down !
hahs. lucky mine's virus-free now.

math paper tmr ! :|
killerrr.

; music on
outkast :: roses

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby

pretty nice song. and says who im
keyboard invalid ?! okae well, sorta.
lols. but i still can type an entry !
silly bell made it sound so.. terrible. :|
anyhows, she actually bothered to
take a pic and upload it ? heh. ((:
thanks anyway babe !

went for 2nd check-up today at the
hosp. -faints they're giving me so
many pills and i HATE taking them.
2 papers tmr. chem and lit. and i
studied quite a bit alr ! :D maha.

happy mother's day, mum ! (:

Hieee there earthlings !
It's belliee here bloggin' on
behalf of rhondaaa. and today,
o8o5o4 shall go down
in history as 'Rhon's Worse day'.

that poor goob got bitten by her
dog, namely Max.
(i sound like a horrid news reporter.)
so yeah, she went to the hosp,
got her wounds washed over and
over again.
here's a picture of her bandaged hand. :)



Oh did i mention that Max
attacked Duffy, her other dog?!
poor Duffy's on the
way to the hosp now..as for Max,
he's currently locked up in the
room and under surveillance.
His verdict will proceed when her
pop comes home! ha.
and now...
Ms rhondaaa Tan, what have you
got to say?

Ms Rhondaaa: "Urm, i don't know. -giggles-
Dont want la! Very paiseh okay..it's so
embarassing. Okok, Thanks Bell for bloggin'
and I LOVE YOU !"

HAHA. can bully her now that she's...
how shall i put it; keyboard invalid.
kay. Off now. =D Poor goob.

i want that ZARA skirt.

:( haha.

havent blogged for like DAYS alr. freakin' comp
is down with a virus. some pop-ups crap and
its super frustrating. >:| and im in the sch
library now thats why i can blog. hahs. cant
stand ms tan. rahh. shant go into details
bout that.. grrr. forget bout it.

IM BORED.
exams are starting this sat and i havent
exactly studied enough*. hahas. and OHH !
joanna and i did henna together ytd
and its nice. :D heh. had a hard time covering
it in sch though. :\ was in a rather pmsy mood
and i went mad shopping ytd. had fun though.
wheee. ((:

olivia SUCKS :D